SLACKK

this is the third day that i've been totally slacking
so i'm a little overfilled with energy now
not really used to it
i now have an oversized belly
oversized thighs
and yar, basically oversized everything
am embarrased whenever i have to step out of the house
yeah

today i realized again how emotionless i can get
its like the emotion-producing thingie is sorta defunct in me
i've been in several situations where the people around tell me a bad news
and expect me to be sad
but i don't feel anything at all
and i have to fake an emotion
you know, unless its something really serious like someone dying
and when friends say they miss me
i really wonder whether they do coz i don't feel anything
what does it mean to miss something ???
not too sure of that
i don't even really know what love is
so friends, if you one day find that i'm totally missing in ur life
forgive me
becoz that's what happens every year
i don't bother really to keep in contact with people
and when pple do contact me i don't know what to say to them
so yes
now you know that i'm a emotionally disabled person in real life
please do not expect too much from me
coz i don't expect alot from you either
:P


cheerios